Fight

I had a fight with my wife this morning and it hurts. I am not sure really why we had the fight, I guess it is the 13 -15 hour days we've been working and my illness. I hate to fight, it gives me a bad feeling like I've done something wrong but I can't work out weather it is me in the wrong or not so I guess I should just assume that it is me all the time appologise and get on with life.

Boom or Bust

Well the business is up and running. We've been trading for about four weeks now and I guess it is going well (if not somewhat slow for my liking)

Happy Christmas

I would like to have sent personal messages but I have lost my phone, so if you ever stumble across this you'lll know who you are.

Business

My wife and I are starting a business together as partners. We are taking our time and really planning everything thoroughly. We have been accepted into NEIS. We met our accoutant today and he had plenty of good ideas and helpful advice, even though we paid for his services, I think he has saved us a lot of money.

Sometimes I feel like I'm in a Prison

Apparently it is me who is creating a prison by not just doing the things that I want to do. I just give into others assuming I am the one who causes there emotions when I don't do what they want.

Porn

Why is it when I am left alone for any period of time I end up on the internet looking for porn? Is it because I am still trying to find what it is that my life is missing, things I want to try at least once before I die? or am I just an addict?

Polyamory Activism Revisited

I have informed the PolyVic committee of my intentions with Poly Voices Australia and asked for their help it has been 2 weeks and 3 days with no reply. Instead of getting upset I have requested to find out if there are scheduled meetings .oO(mayhaps they haven't met to discuss my proposal). I have also met someone through the Melbourne Men's group who has done grant proposals.